Boredom should not exist

So yes....sadly I am very bored at the moment. But I guess that's what you get when you can't go anywhere. I just have to get through the week until Sunday then I head to the beach. Lately I have done nothing but hurt myself and eat a lot ( I'm not chubby mind you >__<) So....yeah if boredom was a person I would probably throw them in a hole, pour gasoline on them, light them on fire, and pour other gross things on them. I have been bored way to much lately and it's driving me insane. Anyone do anything FUN lately?

Why me....

So....for the past few days it's been...a pain. Don't you hate when people misunderstand you? Like they think your something your not and use that against you? I get that a lot. I mean people always assume I don't care about anyone...when I just show I care in a...ah....different way you could say? But I guess it's not all that bad. My goal this summer is to try to change the way people look at me. So instead of looking at me like someone dark and such they will look at me as a light in the darkness. I want to be the better person. Not the one that hurts people.

First Blog :]

So I was really bored and thought "What the heck? Let's make a blog!" For your information I have no experience with blogging so I have no clue what I am suppose to do. I would like some help on ideas and such. Otherwise I am going at free will to post whatever. I thought it might be nice to get all my thoughts down in one place. I'm not the type of person who shares much and I lock things up which, places a whole load of extra stress on me. I have read some blogs my friends made and I thought it might be an enjoyable thing even know I am a bad writer. But it's not about how good you are at it, its the fact if you enjoy it. So here goes nothing.